i will watch in secrecy

while Time prolongs the End

- to watch myself as i fall

each time, with more intent -

(i have learnt to imitate the air of

indifference, but of a different kind )

i give, you do not take and

 i break for breaking's sake

but what are you? what have you?

that i sleep walk unto my ache

and like the scarcely lit sky

barring day from night

i will not be, but i will be there

i will not care that you do not care

or know; 

solace - perhaps, up in a tree

with a wooden flute that belongs to me

i will sing  of you and me

and i will sing solo