I heard someone say, "A mother is always alone in the end."

It broke my heart. I feel so guilty even feeling annoyed or letting a slight thought enter my heart. I feel so, so guilty. I can never, ever repay her for sacrificing time, career, studies - just to make sure I have all that I need. I feel horrible about how I've ever done is complain. I feel horrible knowing how she knows me by heart, and I don't take the time out to ask her about what's bothering her. I feel horrible about getting irritated if she's always telling me to cut my nails, say my prayers, read the quran, get off the computer, eat my meals, eat my vegetables, study, take care of my eye sight - practically everything. Who in the world would care that much about me?

I feel ashamed. :( I know this is cheesy, but there is nothing in the whole world I can do to pay her back. And...I just need to let this out. ='( You be the bestest ebber, Ammi. <3