insane as this may sound.

without a doubt

people talk about

weary things

and dreary things

commands, demands,

pre-planned, offhand

faults & flaws

and their in-laws

people's emotions

and their own notions

like walking human dictionaries

extra ordinary, mostly ordinary

                                                       

and i will be that silent freak

envying all that can speak

and the chaos in my brain drowns out

all the things I'd say aloud 

please lend a ear, instead,

to what I have not said

insane as this may sound (as you'd be so kind to mock)

you'll find more meaning in my silence, than you'd ever find in talk.