I don't need you. I don't need anything that diverts me from my path. I have a purpose to my life and I know that purpose very well. All it has to it is to please Allah SWT and work for the day of judgement. What else am I here for? Most certainly not to please you. I am me, and no one understands that as well as Allah SWT does. No one can come close to His love. And it's not like you're here for anything different. Do you even know? That you're going to be accountable? For everything? I know I am no one to preach, I make mistakes, I fall down and give in to Shaiytaan's whispers, but it's just that you make me sad. You make me sad inside. About myself. And I know I have been blessed so much, with a mind, with a family, with friends, with everything. Then why do you make me feel different? Wallah, I have no idea about the life you lead. I have no idea about what problems you face. Or what made you this way. My thoughts should leave you alone, but they simply can't. Why can't they? Why can't they leave you alone? Why am I creating this all for myself? So much goes on in my mind and I wish it did not concern you.