Endeavoured Speech.

In thoughts I've found all my peace, in thoughts I've found my pain,

I bide my time wandering about the world inside my brain.

I climb aboard all trains of thoughts, they take me far away,

Somewhere that's not reality, somewhere I cannot stay.

I can craft them into words and rhymes, but all inside my mind,

For when it comes the time to Say, I am the shyest of my kind.

I cannot say to you, that I'd love to flee from here,

I cannot say to you, the things I've always feared.

I cannot say to you, I am at war within myself,

I cannot say to you, that I'd love for you to help.

I cannot speak coherently, the wonder I find in you,

I cannot speak entirely, that you do not have a clue.

I spare my speech, it's endeavoured by whatever I may think,

I shrink against the tides of talk, I shrink & shrink & shrink.

I am alive, within my heart, within my overflowing mind,

Now if words could flow at such rate, wouldn't that be fine.