Rambling.

I miss Baba more than ever. =( I've never missed anyone this muchhh befooooore. :(

Last night everyone came over for dinner, and the voices reminded me so much of him! Choti phuppo, especially, her voice and laughter resembles Baba's so much, I wanted to literally cry. I don't know why. :(

And then Zayan's mom was telling everyone how Zayan was so excited to go to Chacha Jan's house, and then everyone started talking about how Baba is so awesome with kids etc. :) I missed him mooooooooore at that point. =/

Then Ammi got me to talk to him on the phone, and then I sound myself asking "When are you coming back?" And it took me back to the times in Dubai when I used to cry for him, and asked Ammi every three minutes when he'd come back and I'd cry over the phone asking him to. And at that point I felt exactly like the 5 or 6 year old I was then.

And then Ammi asked me to mail something to him from her, and I did, and at the end she asked me to add "Tu nahin hay tou kuch bhi nahin hay, ye mana kay mehfil jawan hay, haseen hay." How true. :')