Day 7.

Something you wish you could change about yourself.

For one, I wish I had the ability to be myself around everyone, and not dread the consequences. That I'd be able to actually speak without fear of speaking the wrong words.

I also wish that I could stand up for myself sometimes, and learn to say No. I don't understand why I'm not able to say no to anyone. And that I wasn't the kind of person people could easily take advantage of.

But I'm really grateful to Allah ta'la for who he has made me, because if he hadn't, I wouldn't be me. And it would be really scary to be someone else. Alhamulilah for all that Allah has made me, and Alhamdulilah for all he has blessed me with. Even though I wish I could change some parts of me, I'm really grateful for everything He's blessed me with. So, I don't want to sound like a ungrateful little twat.