Someone found my blog apparently and asked my why I posted such depressing stuff, and I'm being 'hypocritical' since I'm always happy in real life. It isn't that I'm not happy, I'm a very happy person in essence, but sometimes I feel sad you know, and I have NO MEDIUM whatsoever to let it out, seeing as I'm so shy and don't really talk much in real life, therefore all of it comes down on paper and with ink and with words. Honestly, this is the only way I can have peace of mind; letting it out. Sometimes you've just got to relieve what's on your mind, and I just find writing effective for that. Not that I'm depressed or anything, I love my life, it's just to be happy I have to let go of the sad things, and I can't do that without writing about it. Please understand, I smile alot in real life, so the other side of things has to come out somewhere. I can't be ALWAYS happy EVERYWHERE. I didn't mean for anyone in my real life friends to find out about this blog, and you don't have to read it if you don't like it. I'm sorry if I depress you with my poetry, maybe it's just me!