Day 1: Introduce Yourself.

Hi, my name is Aaisha, and mostly people misspell it and write it as Aisha, and it pisses me off, because even when I've written AAISHA with DOUBLE As on my admission form, then why would you write it with a single A in the attendance register, and as a result, EVERYWHERE. So it is a delicate matter.

I was born on 18th February, 1996 in Karachi, and I'm 14 right now. I find strange things interesting; things like the blueness of the sky, or the shape of a cloud, or something like a blanket heaped into a mess. It's hard to explain.

I am extremely quiet in school, I only just smile and laugh alot, but it's almost like a personality disorder because I'm something completely different in school, and something completely different when I'm with the people who know me best. I can act downright crazy, and I'm higher than mount everest at home, and mostly dying inside in school. I'm not popular or anything, and I don't have many people I can call my friends, but the ones I do have are so amazing that I don't wish for anything else.

I'm not much of a girl, and I've never painted my nails and don't really wear make up or anything. I have a ridiculously less amount of clothes I can wear, but I don't really care. I'm always afraid to try new things, especially icecreams. And I absolutely SUCK at sports, and I'm never good at anything.

I can never say no to people, and I can never stand up for myself. I've let too many people trod upon me, but I'm living and learning. I write because it's the only medium I have to express myself, and it's the only thing that keeps me going. It's the only thing that has been there when everyone and everything else disappeared.

The people I call my best friends are downright crazy, but they make up half of my life. They're more like sisters, and I like how I can be my complete crazy self around them and they still choose to be my friends. I love my family too, I don't think I could live without Ammi and Baba, and my brother and my three sisters and my three nieces. I have lots of aunts and uncles who I love very, very much for how they have been there through it all and helped me grow up. My life would not be the same without all my cousins and I love them all.

Islam is a huge part of my life and I'm so glad Allah has chosen Islam for me, because I'd be so lost without it. I wouldn't have a life, basically. I am extremely lucky for this guidance and this light Allah has shown me and that has guided me through every single aspect of my life.

I plan to make a difference, someday, Inshallah. Through whatever I do, wether its engineering, wether its writing, wether it's through advertising. One day, I will change some life for the better, Inshallah ofcourse.

I'm basically a nerd and have been all my life, ever since I got 3rd position in 2nd grade, and now I strive everyday to keep those expectations up to mark.

Life isn't easy sometimes, and there are alot of trials every day, I don't have it easy but no one does. But I definitely have it alot easier than most people and I am extremely grateful to Allah for that.

I'm striving to be a better person everyday, and I hope one day that introductions I write about myself are going to be much more interesting than this one.