Wondering.

Sometimes I wonder
If the person I miss
If the person I think about
All the time
Is either who you are?
Or who you were?
Or who I want you to be?

Sometimes I wonder
If this distance
Will keep growing
Until we're to far
To help it.
To help anything.
To never be the same.

Sometimes I wonder
If this change
Was meant to be
If you were just another person
If you were never mine.
If all we had was better left alone.
Never to look back.

Sometimes I wonder
If this person I've become
Is what you left of me
Or what you left with.
If this part will forever feel missing.
If you've taken permanent residence
In a corner of my mind.

Sometimes I wonder
If you hold on to me like I do to you
If I mean something to you
Like you do to me.
If you think about me once a while.
Probably far from reality,
But I wonder.