Speechless.

I wait for the words to come,

But just this once, they don't.

I see the paper getting wet,

& I know that they won't.

The knife dragging across the heart,

Is too difficult to describe,

The smile that once danced across,

Is too difficult to revive.

I search for words, to comfort me

But I do not succeed.

I can't explain the scars & marks,

And how they still bleed.

Call me confused, but I cannot,

Find the words to say right now,

I cannot tell these tales of mine,

I can't imagine how.

For now only this face of mine,

Will tell my stories I leave untold,

And as I go on, as I move forward,

Maybe they'll unfold.

Right now though, its different,

Right now I'm a mess.

Right now these happenings,

Have left me speechless.