Loving You.

I make my world with your smiles,
But do you know what its like,
To see what you cannot have,
Feel love & hate coincide.

To dream away the endless days,
To watch from afar,
To think and smile and smile and think,
Slowly go bizzare.

You're not aware of my love,
And yet I can't let go,
Why do I still make efforts?
Why do I still have hope?

And even though I'm struggling,
To begin again & start anew,
You still fill all my thoughts &
I hate myself for loving you.