Simplified.

I need to know,

So do not hide.

I want to please,

So do not fight.

I need you here,

By my side.

So come or leave,

Just please decide.

Let me know,

'Cause I have tried,

We both need it

simplified.

Someone, Anyone?

Too much to bear.

Finally breaking down.

I'm broken now..lost.

I can't be ever found.

Someone? Anyone?

Help, I'm losing it.

I don't want to smile anymore,

I feel tired of playing pretend.

I want to hide and run away,

I don't want to fight or defend.

Someone? Anyone?

Help, I'm losing it.

I would let it out,

but who would ever care.

I'm sick and tired,

Of living this despair.

Someone? Anyone?

Help, I'm losing it.

If that somebody who cared,

Who would be there for me,

Would walk into my life right now,

It'd be perfect timing, honestly.

Someone? Anyone?

Help, I'm losing it.

Too Old to be this Young, Too Young to be this Old.

Wiping her sweat first,

And then that smile,

That is so wrinkled.

Yet it shines,

It shines.

Too old to be this young,

Too young to be this old.

Leaves me in wonder.

In wonder.

"Oh, child, I don't have much to live for,

I don't have much at all,

I'm thankful for my life, my dreams,

I'm thankful for my faults & flaws.

I'd hate to be perfect."

Too old to be this young,

Too young to be this old.

Leaves me food for thought.

Strange thoughts.

Days pass by, skin droops,

Difficult to see, difficult to hear.

All have left, every single one of them.

Yet there is no fear.

Fearless.

Too old to be this young,

Too young to be this old.

Leaves me in amazement.

It is too much.

Solitude.

Thoughts soar, flying free.

I'm taken where I want to be.

I'm going where the views I see,

Are things worlds apart.

Solitude.

Empty promises don't exist,

Those feelings I cannot desist,

They take me by my wrist,

And run free with me.

Solitude.

Enchanted by the wonder,

No room for any blunder,

Happiness isn't plundered,

And I am at peace.

Solitude.

Tell Me.

Tell me where I've gone wrong,

I'll fix it.

Tell me what I can do.

I'll do it.

Tell me where you've gone.

I'll go there.

Tell me the mistakes I made.

I'll make up.

Tell me when you'll come around.

I'll breathe.

I'll Climb.

Still holding myself together,

Even though you're pulling me apart.

Still nursing all my wounds,

Though you've left your scars.

Still moving forward, going on,

Even though you hold me back.

Still battling through the days,

Even though you say I lack.

Try as you may, push me to the ground,

I've climbed mountains, I'll climb this mound.

Shaken, Shattered, Breaking.

Fists closed.

Heart throbbing.

Eyes searching.

World spinning.

Hands trembling.

Smiles wavering.

Tears falling.

Shaken.

It comes and goes.

It takes control.

Why does it grow?

Why does it show?

Shut down.

Breaking inside.

Losing hope.

Losing the fight.

Falling down.

Feeling trapped.

Trying to survive.

Shattered.

It comes and goes.

It takes control.

Why does it grow?

Why does it show?

Biting lips.

Reddened eyes.

Unstable emotions.

Aching sides.

Aching heart.

Fearful mind.

Suspecting lies.

Breaking.

It comes and goes.

It takes control.

Why does it grow?

Why does it show?

That One Curve.

It hides all my feelings,

It hides all my fears,

It hides my insecurities,

It hides all my tears.

Just that one curve

On my face.

It helps me in times when

I don't know what to say,

It helps me face people,

When I want to run away.

Just that one curve

On my face.

It is for the world,

It strengthens me inside,

When its from the heart,

Its when I shine.

Just that one curve

On my face.

It says the words I leave unsaid,

When hope drowns, it retains,

It'll show the joy I cannot share,

It'll show inexpressible pain.

Just that one curve

On my face.

Lessons.

They laughed & shook their heads,

They left her doubting herself,

She tried to change her ways for them,

It was no use, she failed again.

Lesson learnt, lesson lived,

All you can do is forgive,

You can't live for them, not you,

It will only take you askew.

They thought of her like a little child,

Her miseries made them smile,

She tried and tried to seem headstrong,

But their malice seemed to last lifelong.

Lesson learnt, lesson lived,

All you can do is forgive,

Your tears matter not to them,

Don't let them stop or let them stem.

They used her for their cause,

They let the meanness pause,

She found out in the end,

It was play, it was pretend.

Lesson learnt, lesson lived,

All you can do is forgive,

Their hearts are completely sealed,

You can't make them feel.

They gave their word, they lied to her,

They told her their friendship wouldn't defer,

She found them walking far away,

Like they never knew her anyway.

Lesson learnt, lesson lived,

All you can do is forgive,

They will not ever care,

They'll leave you in despair.

And now while they leave her on her own,

Like something used and thrown,

She does not mind, lets them go on,

They're not two-sided, they're hexagons.

She has her lessons learnt, lived them too,

She knows who she should stick to,

She does not mind that they forget,

'Cause in the end, they will regret.

Hangman

I'm living on guesses,
I'm living on chances.

I rely on your steps,
I rely on help.

Can't afford mistakes,
Can't help them either.

I hope for solutions,
I hope to make it alive.

Im the Hangman,
In this game of life.