For my most favourite person ever.

ily mom. I couldn't thankyou enough ever for all you've done.

Always there with a hug,

Always there with a smile,

Always there to remind me,

I'm yours, and you're mine.

You know what I fear,

You know what I hide,

You're there with solutions,

You're there to guide.

I forget, and look away,

Then come to you to cry,

You've never complained,

Always been there by my side.

You heard me before,

I could even talk,

You held me close,

Before I could walk.

Spent sleepless nights,

When I was ill,

Willing to sacrifice,

And willing still.

I know you feel sad,

That I forgot as I grew,

But please know, that forever,

I'll love you.

I'll be there for you,

Come running at your call,

And when you meed me most,

I won't let you fall.

I won't leave you alone,

As long as I'm alive,

You have my word,

For you, I will strive.

:)

Stuck In Time.

This one I just wanted to let out, so its not that good, but it means alot to me.

I want to go back,

To the freedom,

To the innocence.

To the naivety,

To the idiocy.

To the bedtime stories,

To the ABCs.

To when 2+2 was hard,

To when stealing toys

Were the only fights,

To when finishing your plate first,

Were the only races,

To when forgiveness,

Would be a matter of minutes.

To when Dad was my only love,

To when homework

was the only burden.

To when all the feelings

Were either happy or sad,

Smiles or tears,

And nothing else.

To when reading a book,

Learning verses,

drawing a butterfly,

Were the biggest accomplishments.

To when I did not feel,

And did not Hurt.

And to when a Heart,

Could only heal,

And never break.

But here I am,

Stuck in time.

These Times.

I want to smile like this forever,

I want to stay and never leave,

I want to always be this excited,

I want to laugh & never grieve,

I wish these spirits were ever lasting,

I wish Time would simply freeze.

You and I would dance and shout,

Scream those joyous screams,

We'd be crying with laughter,

Taking happiness to extremes.

If these spirits were ever lasting,

If time would simply freeze.

We'd be lost in all the fun,

We'd be cheering forever more,

We'd be idiots and never care,

We'd cause those big uproars,

If these spirits were everlasting,

If time would simply freeze.

United we would stand forever,

United we'd stumble & fall,

We'd be the same & never change,

We would 'rofl' & we'd 'lol'

If these spirits were everlasting,

If time would simply freeze.

It's coming to an end,

It's almost disbelief,

It'll be completely over,

It feels so short & brief,

These spirits aren't everlasting,

Time will never freeze.

I wish these spirits were everlasting,

I wish time would simply freeze,

If only these spirits were everlasting,

If only time would simply freeze,

But these spirits aren't everlasting,

And time will never freeze.

Opposites.

My conscience exists,

My smiles don't mock,

I don't have a heart,

Thats hard as a rock.

The opposite of what you are,

Yet I'm stuck with you like glue,

But it's okay, I'll get through,

I'm just glad that I'm not You.

I smile, not smirk,

I give, not take,

I help, not scheme,

I'm real, not fake.

The opposite of what you are,

Yet I'm stuck with you like glue,

But it's okay, I'll get through,

I'm just glad that I'm not You.

I'm not selfish to the point,

Where I hate joy that is not mine,

I don't bite behind backs,

I don't smile when others whine.

The opposite of what you are,

Yet I'm stuck with you like glue,

But it's okay, I'll get through,

I'm just glad that I'm not You.

Election Campaigning: Hopes, Dreams & Choices

This is kind of lame, haha, still going to add it to my speech. :p

I've got lots to prove,

And more to learn,

I've got things to do,

And votes to earn.

There's passion,

And a Will inside,

To do what's good,

To do what's right.

I have my dreams,

I'll have them shown,

I know I can,

But not alone.

I'll need your help,

And I'll need you,

To be of use,

Not go askew.

I'll be there to listen,

I'll be there to guide,

I'll be there to showcase,

The talents you hide.

You have my word,

I shall never abuse,

The gown I compete for,

If its me you choose.

But then again, it is your choice,

And thats all that matters in reality,

But in the end, I sincerely hope,

The choice that you make is... Me.

:)

Weeping Heart.

Written in someone else's perspective...

(Okayyy...so I know I've had my fair share of writing sad...FINE...depressing poems...so I'm going to work on posting happy ones now!!)

Anyway...

These lips feel stiff,

These eyes feel full,

And I don't want to smile.

These people laugh,

They think I'm slow,

and I'm an imbecile.

So I laugh with them,

But my heart still weeps,

Those tears I want to cry.

*

I want to be alone,

But there's no escape,

From this thronging crowd.

I want to run away,

But have to stay,

Have to stand my ground.

So I laugh with them,

But my heart still weeps,

Those tears I want to cry.

*

Its like I've lost,

That right to let it out,

To rage, scream and shout.

They don't know,

I'm scared, in pain,

and my world is crashing down.

So I laugh with them,

But my heart still weeps,

Those tears I want to cry.

The Secret's Out

OKAY before you end up thinking something else, this is about people as in PEOPLE, many MANY living creatures. So...yeah. Someone (read: KhanSahiba) reading this might think something else :p

I kept on denying,

Never thought I'd know,

I kept it all inside,

And vowed to never show.

I could feel that existence,

Of a feeling I confined,

Ignored this beating heart,

Blinded by that mind.

But now the Secret's out,

No longer can we lie,

You & I are goners,

To the feelings that we hide.

My Hidden 'It'

It dwells in my mind,

In trenches of my thoughts,

It is hidden from the world,

Never seen, never caught.

There is darkness, there is light,

There is innocence & crime

There is sadness and joy,

And confusion sometimes.

It pains me, troubles me,

It makes me smile wide,

It soothes me, comforts me,

Horrifies me other times.

You'll never know it,

And I'll never show,

It has no end,

It'll only grow.

It dwells in my mind,

In trenches of my thoughts,

It is hidden from the world,

Never seen, never caught.

Parting Ways.

The straightness ends,

The crossroads arrive,

Parting ways and

An end to this ride.

The ride we thought,

Would last forever,

But here we are,

Alone, yet together.

One choice, One way,

Letting go of our hands,

The endless roads,

Are ends unplanned.

There's little to the choice,

But more to the end,

You can change your mind,

But not make amends.

Maybe you're right,

Maybe I'll be fine,

But you go your way,

And I go mine.

Attack.

You're lost,

You're scared,

You're cross

& despaired.

I smile,

I smirk,

Hostile,

& a jerk.

You've made me,

I've made you,

You made me sick,

I made you blue.

Now you complain,

And I lay back,

Revenge is sweet,

I have attacked.

Change: Stage One - Changing My World

I look at the TV, at my computer, at my surroundings. Something is just not right. I want to change everything, I want to do something, I want to play a part. But I get stuck when I try to find out just how. I know I should look towards my strengths, and the one I find the most useful is writing. Sometimes it gets frustrating, because obviously, I'm not quite there as a writer. And sometimes I wonder if just writing is good enough to make a difference. Then I look at my life. What made the most differences were little things, that might not mean anything to anyone. And that is where, I think, I find the solution. The things that have made most differences to me were inspirational, thought provoking, and based on truth, knowledge and facts.

So, I've decided, that before changing anything, before thinking of making a difference in anyone's life, it's time to look at myself first. I am to right myself, before I right anyone else. And so a change has begun. Inside myself. #

Let Stage One commence........ tomorrow. Just kidding. It begins right here, right now. :)

To, the World..From, Me.

With every breath,

That comes and goes,

Theres this feeling of distraught.

Senses fail,

Like I did too,

In whatever I had sought.

Through all the misery,

And all the pain,

A smile still rests upon my face.

Scarred hearts & such,

And lingering sadness,

Are probably of distaste.

And like all

Other Times,

Forced to simply please.

My Everything,

Emotions too,

Left for Appease.

Though, I will Never

Let You know,

Of what I'm going through.

You'll laugh at me,

You'll laugh with me,

But you shall never know.

You shall never know,

In a billion years,

that theres so much more to me.

And The Who I Am,

Is not the same,

As the Me you want to see.